For just one second

Just a ten minute sketch. I wasn't going to upload it, but I might as well.
(R.I.P. sketchbook ;n; )

I've got a lot on my mind as of late. I haven't really said much about it, but it's been going on for a while. Yesterday that doubled.

I really really hate when I have free time out of my day. It usually results in a headache. I've just got too much to think about. Way too much. Between school, court, being sick, how I feel about stuff, and the song that was stuck in my head, I wanted to turn my brain off. And that's not even considering how much I think about my trans stuff. That takes up a lot of my thinking. If I'm not thinking about it, I was lucky enough to get my mind off of it for a few seconds. If its not clear in my thoughts, it fades in and out of my current thoughts. Its just bumping into everything I do. Especially school work. I haven't been able to concentrate on that either, because of all I have to think about. Its really all a pain in the ass :I The court issue isn't too bad, I don't actually have to go, and we've got everything set, that should go over pretty well.

And then there's the feelings. I hate them at the moment. I don't want to go into too much detail, but lets just say I'm not sure how I feel about something. I know this is going to sound cliche, but this song describes it pretty well.

Excuse me as I curl into a ball and attempt to disappear.

"Art"(c)Me